At 4:15AM the alarm pierces the quiet dark hotel room. It only beeps twice before I quickly turn it off. I was already awake anticipating the exciting day ahead. Since my initial glance of triathlon in the 80’s, I dreamt of completing a full distance Ironman. As time passed the dream seemed to get further away, until nine months ago when I registered for Vineman. Now after twenty plus years I’m going to make that dream a reality. I jump out of bed careful not to wake Kim or the kids. I ceremoniously put on my TCSD (Triathlon Club of San Diego) top and shorts. I feel like I’m dressing in a team uniform for the big game. Confidently looking into the mirror, I congratulate myself for being healthy and ready. Then I wish myself luck, gather the equipment, and pack the van.

The first time doing something you have never done before can be a magical experience; especially like your first kiss, first time riding a bicycle, or driving a car. These are special moments where excited emotions surprising intertwine creating a kaleidoscope of feelings that get permanently etched into your memory and soul. These once in a life time, first events come with much anticipation built-up from stories or practice where you have repeatedly visualized and felt the emotions of what it may be like.